>> So i've thought about it, and i shouldn't feel bad. I've been doing my thing for the past how many years, and letting someone else's feelings get in the way hinders, not help me.

I know that i've been MIA from San Diego for a long time...opting to spend time with my sorority sisters over going home, or bringing vic along to SD for vacations/weekends, or not spending anytime catching up with friends on the phone (which seems like im ignoring you or forgetting about you) ... but hello?! There are so many things right now that keep me busy and even absent minded sometimes that lately i just don't think.

Don't get me wrong if i haven't called you when i'm back home, or i i've spent time working on something when i should be spending time with you, or whatever...it's taken me time to figure out things...and my priorities have been mixed up but it gives no one the right to try and put me down for what i do.

and i guess i've been through some sort of identity journey. that is one of the most important things to me because i want to do something about those feelings of unease...

when i'm done with school, i plan to catch up with people i care about. but i also want to progress with my career goals. soo i still won't be done with school! i'll be going to school until i finish my post-bac.

so please let me breathe and stop crowding my style... this is why i impulsively choose ...and that leads to error or mistake in judgment :P